Happy 2nd Anniversary dear!

I'm happy to have you when i'm sad, worried, happy, angry, etc...

As long i have you here my dear!

You are the only one who let me express everything without giving me a damn.

I know sometimes i might abandon you for few weeks or days but i swear i did this is when i'm totally busy, if i'm not i'll be here sharing everything with you.

I love you til the max dear.

Thanks for being here with me thru the whole 2years and more to come. (=

*HEY! YOU PEOPLE BETTER DONT SIMPLY THINK KAY? I'M JUST REFERING TO...*

"HAPPY 2nd ANNIVERSARY MY DEAR BLOG!"

It's November again!

Bringing back some October memories. (=
Been hanging out alot with my lovely, crazy, funny coursemate.

19th October

Movie in Tropicana City Mall,

than dinner and chilling in Desa City Park.

after movie went to arcade to waste time.as usual... TAP-TAP-ing! i'll never get bored with this game. XD

arrived in 'Desa City Park'

Had dinner in 'Kluang Station'.

as usual... Ka Wah and his 'L=LAME'

Group photo!

JOHN... :D

hee~ the GUYS!

Mun Ting and her 'watermelon ice-cream'

Wai Kuan and her 'dont know what ice-cream'

Group photo without John!

Now group photo without Evie!

The ladies...

Me and Ann. Love this shot the best. (=

Enjoying their swinggggg....

enjoying their ... chitchat???

Mun Ting and Evie

Mr. Old Lame & Siao kia!
Scary Mun Ting and Lame Ka Wah

HAHA! again tap-tap ing. =P

girls... *jumpjumpjump*

Guys *actingcool*

Ramly burger with apple slices from USJ4???

*yummy*

p/s: next will be photos of the 'GLOW' prom night. (=

Last post for you! *hopefully*

Let's hope that this is going to be the last post that relate to you.
Bringing back all those memories i had in my mind about you.

The first time when you lend me DVDs and that was last year,
than comes the second time you lend me more DVDs again and i think it was early this year,
than comes to our first simple outing to Pyramid and we watched 'The Last House on The Left',
than all those messages from you that i kept since last year just some particular messages only,
than those time and moments that we used to text almost every single day and night,
than those nice words that you used to tell me last time...

AND NOW???
everything had change,
you wouldnt even bother to lend me any DVDs again thou i had ask quite many times,
you wouldnt want to take the opportunity to go for a movie with me,
you wouldnt want to text me almost every single day and night,
you wouldnt want to talk much with me not anymore...

AND WHAT I'M GOING TO DO WAS...
start deleting all my inbox messages that used to kept for so long,
never ever try to think of you again,
try to force myself not to find you chat.

DO YOU KNOW HOW HARD FOR ME???
i trust and tell you everything,
i trust that you will never lie to me,
but this trust have been getting lesser and lesser as time show that sometimes you said something yesterday and today you will deny that you did not say,
but when comes to some particular topic, you'll just say me cannot stand already cause i need a guy?
oh come on, it's not what you had think of, i always trust you but yet you dissapoint me again and again.
SO i think i wont be bothering you not anymore! SO is this what you always wanted? SO congratz to you, J!!!

I know you might say i'm insane or thinking too much or i ownself 1 hand clap cause you didnt make me feel or whatever sort of shyte!!!
I had total enough of all your same old reasons.
And from the time when i get to feel that we are getting more off distance, i told myself that you need more time to think and everything, but as time pass days by days, weeks by weeks, months by months until today, i think i totally understand.
I know i'm abit stupid for this slow respond, really stupid to say that until today i only understand, if you really was having the same feel as me you would damn care to text me and everything thou i have not text you for so long...
I feel so stupid for myself!

More about me.

Some decisions are easy to choose but i tend to make it complicated!

And that's me if you people out there dont know about it.

I might want that decision badly but yet i will think over and over again for thousand of times.

Thinking what will happen next, before and after and everything.

I will only make my last decision after i have comfirm no trouble will cause and everything to avoid giving trouble and everything to everyone.

And with all this complicated stuff all over my mind, i'll try to blast my mind out with lots of awesome songs with the maximum volume!

I got a feeling...

I got a feeling that i'll be RE-TAKING my CCP next sem AGAIN!!! *touchwoods*
To be honest, i H.A.T.E this lecturer ALOT!
She's the most bias,ridiculous, unreasonable, and very emotional lecturer ever!
Feels like tearing her into pieces, smash her into smash potatoes, step on her face thousand and billion times, kick her on her ass, push her down the stairs, curse her til the max!!!
I just dont understand why taylors still keep such *tuttt* employee.
She's just bringing down the reputation and standard of taylors!!!

WHAT A HECTIC MONTH I HAVE!!!

Who? How?

Seriously who to blame?

Me myself???

or you?

I have no idea!

Please anyone guide me thru.

I got no way/idea how to move on. )=

A little update of the recent.

Midterm exams are O.V.E.R!!! *wuhuuu*
But there are more assignments waiting right here for me! *sad*
All my midterm papers was seriously bad.
Already have few comfirmation papers that will F.A.I.L!!! *cries*

This few days have been emo-ing too much cause of having much unsolve problemS.
And yet the problems still havent solve but i got numb with it.
As i mean feeling of getting tired and yet you still cant sleep and your mind will keep forcing you to think those fucking problems!
That's what i'm suffering for last few days and it keep happening til i got numb with it.
I dont know when only this problems will get away from me and it seems that more are on the way coming. *what a life*

Next week onwards will be another hectic week.
Not only next week, the following week too and the coming week till next year!!! *hit my forehead*

And unbelievable! I'm going to be a counselor for a few kids during a camp!
Well, NOT kids but teenagers from age 12 to 14!!!
I dont know i can handle them or not. *prays they dont give me trouble*

This sem was a busy sem and end up i have missed alot of new movies!!! *scream*
I have missed watching The Proposal, UP, The Orphan, Final Destination, and alot more!
And there are more great movies coming up. I have been watching thru most of the coming soon's movies trailer.
And the only one trailer that i wont get bored watching it again and again is...
*tadaaaaa* NEW MOON!!! It's seriously awesome... I just cant wait to watch this movie.